Anthology of Discourses 3.2

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1. Anthology of Discourses 3.2
2. Striving
3. “During my time of resolute striving
4. back on the bank of the Nerañjara River,
5. I was meditating very hard
6. for the sake of sanctuary from the yoke.
7. Namucī approached,
8. speaking words of kindness:
9. ‘You’re thin, discolored,
10. on the verge of death.
11. Death has a thousand parts of you,
12. one fraction is left to life.
13. Live worthy sir! Life is better!
14. Living, you can make merits.
15. While leading the spiritual life
16. and serving the sacred flame,
17. you can pile up abundant merit—
18. so what will striving do for you?
19. Hard to walk is the path of striving,
20. hard to do, a hard challenge to win.’”
21. These are the verses Māra spoke
22. as he stood beside the Buddha.
23. When Māra had spoken in this way,
24. the Buddha said this:
25. “O Wicked One, kinsman of the negligent,
26. you’re here for your own purpose.
27. I have no need for
28. the slightest bit of merit.
29. Those with need for merit
30. are fit for Māra to address.
31. I have faith and energy too,
32. and wisdom is found in me.
33. When I am so resolute,
34. why do you beg me to live?
35. The rivers and streams
36. might be dried by the wind,
37. so why, when I am resolute,
38. should it not dry up my blood?
39. And while the blood is drying up,
40. the bile and phlegm dry too.
41. And as my muscles waste away,
42. my mind grows more serene.
43. And all the stronger grow mindfulness
44. and wisdom and immersion.
45. As I meditate like this,
46. having attained the supreme feeling,
47. my mind has no interest in sensual pleasures:
48. behold a being’s purity!
49. Sensual pleasures are your first army,
50. the second is called discontent,
51. hunger and thirst are the third,
52. and the fourth is said to be craving.
53. Your fifth is dullness and drowsiness,
54. the sixth is said to be cowardice,
55. your seventh is doubt,
56. contempt and obstinacy are your eighth.
57. Profit, praise, and honor,
58. and misbegotten fame;
59. the extolling of oneself
60. while scorning others.
61. This is your army, Namucī,
62. the strike force of the Dark One.
63. Only a hero can defeat it,
64. but in victory there lies bliss.
65. Let me gird myself—
66. curse my life!
67. I’d rather die in battle
68. than live on in defeat.
69. Here some ascetics and brahmins
70. are swallowed up, not to be seen again.
71. And they do not know the path
72. traveled by those true to their vows.
73. Seeing Māra ready on his mount,
74. surrounded by his bannered forces,
75. I shall meet them in battle—
76. they’ll never make me retreat!
77. That army of yours has never been beaten
78. by the world with all its gods.
79. Yet I shall smash it with wisdom,
80. like an unfired pot with a stone.
81. Having brought my thoughts under control,
82. and established mindfulness well,
83. I shall wander from country to country,
84. guiding many disciples.
85. Diligent and resolute,
86. following my instructions,
87. they will proceed despite your will,
88. to where there is no sorrow.”
89. “For seven years I followed
90. step by step behind the Blessed One.
91. I found no vulnerability
92. in the mindful Awakened One.
93. A crow once circled a stone
94. that looked like a lump of fat.
95. ‘Perhaps I’ll find something tender,’ it thought,
96. ‘perhaps there’s something tasty.’
97. But finding nothing tasty,
98. the crow left that place.
99. Like the crow that pecked the stone,
100. I leave Gotama disappointed.”
101. So stricken with sorrow
102. that his harp dropped from his armpit,
103. that spirit, downcast,
104. vanished right there.