← Sutta collectionTHAG6.6Verses of the Senior Monks 6.6SuttaCentral (Bhikkhu Sujato translation)Select any verse to keep it — saved passages go to your Dhamma Deck, the same one the app uses.Verses of the Senior Monks 6.6The Book of the SixesChapter OneSappadāsaIn the twenty-five yearssince I went forth,I have not found peace of mind,even as long as a finger-snap.Since I couldn’t get my mind unified,I was racked by desire for pleasures of the senses.Wailing, with outstretched arms,I left my dwelling.Shall I … or shall I commit suicide?What’s the point of living?For how on earth can one such as me dieafter resigning the training?Then I picked up a razor,I sat on a cot:the razor was readyto slice my vein.Then the realizationcame upon me—the danger became clear,and I was firmly disillusioned.Then my mind was freed—see the excellence of the teaching!I’ve attained the three knowledges,and fulfilled the Buddha’s instructions.